I completely believe that being with angry with God is okay.
That being said, we can't spend our lives always throwing our fists towards Heaven.
This last month of my life, I have spent a lot of time just being angry.
Mad at the way life has played out in many different ways.
Should we blame God? No.
But I'm human, I'm sinful, and I'm selfish.
And these last few weeks have been filled with me saying things like, "God, Why would you let this happen in my life?"
I've asked a lot of questions that I answered for people for most of my life.
We all reach a point in our lives when our faith crumbles underneath the weight of the world.
We hope and pray that God strength and purpose for our life holds it all together in those times, but sometimes its harder than we can comprehend.
And this time, it's been much harder than I'm comfortable with.
99% of the time I'm okay with vulnerability and openness but this month, I've closed off my transparency.
Because faith isn't cookie cutter and perfect.
I'm remaining at the foot of the cross where I know the Lord will lead me and direct me back to His perfect peace.
Just wanted to post and share a little piece of the struggle with you all.
I love you all very much.
